Let a blog take over your life

Push and push and push until it's a success, even if it's not in the end you've created something, be proud. I've got like 6 to deal with the boredom and misery, it's working too, when you see views notching up you feel as if you're successful, you might not be but it could be a start

Look at festival line ups

even if you can't afford them, you can find some new bands, listen to some music, maybe rub mud on your face and pretend you're there. Try not to cry, crying is counter-productive